decisions, decisions

They do not love, that do not show their love.
-William Shakespeare

Holy hannah. Talk about roller coasters. I've been on one heck of an emotional one this past month, and I'm sure it'll get worse. Especially since mother dearest was town and then left me all too fast. One week is NOT enough to fit in a full school year's worth of quality mother-daughter bonding time!!

I love these babies.

Well, she came in town for the BYU LUAU. Ahhhh so glad that I got to do this with my dearest friends. It was quite the experience and it just solidified my love for Polynesians and the islands. I cannot wait to go to Hawaii this summer! I'm counting down the days until I go back to my beloved land. Ugh, I wish I was Hawaiian! I love telling people that I am, because non-Polynesians would never be able to tell the difference.

Okay so mother and I got to go shopping plenty of times. Whenever I go shopping with mom, I always find the biggest steals!! It's ridiculous. She always tells me that I have too many clothes, but she's the one who instigated my love for shopping! In fact, she encourages it. My sister-in-law asked me if I even moved out after seeing my closet back at home. Ridiculous. I try to make up excuses, but I am a shopaholic. It's unfortunate. I shop when I'm sad, I shop when I'm happy, I shop online, I shop not online, I am constantly shopping. I live and breathe it. I have dreams about shopping. So disappointing when you wake up and realize that everything you bought in your dreams stayed in your dreams.

Now to get back to study-udy-udying.
finals.projects.tests.papers.bleh.

currently loving: pretty girl rock (keri hilson), all summer (kid kudi), boots of danger (tokyo police club)

remember when?

"Life's but short. You might as well be amusing."

- C o c o C h a n e l

Oh how I love quotes from Miss Chanel.
She's so great.

After talking to my friends, I've realized that I've been living in the future way too much.
So I have made a goal to live in the present.
That doesn't mean I'm going to stop counting down the days until my mom comes to town
or until I get to go back to Texas, but I am going to stop saying,
"Next year I'll have a blast."
or "Next year I'll make tons of good friends."
or "This Summer is going to be so much fun."
or "Next year I'll get a serious boyfriend." (haha. joking)
You only get to have the freshman experience once, so why not live it up?

On a different note, I have another type of sickness.
On top of my Bieber Fever I also have a horrible case of
WEDDING FEVER.

So bad. I'm only eighteen and yet I have my
dress,
location,
season,
colors,
cake,
EVERYTHING
except for a husband all picked out.
I'm so lame.
During my free time I search wedding photos and websites and videos.
I love looking at engagement photos and videos.
I'm fully addicted. This is a problem.
It doesn't help that some girls that I knew from summer semester (aka girls my age)
ARE GETTING MARRIED.
Insane.
Hopefully when my sister comes home from her mish she'll be able to put me in the right frame of mind.

Oh my.
So I haven't blogged in a while, but I have had some wonderful surprises come in the mail for me.
Oh how I love online shopping.
Actually, it's the death of me.
So many stores steal my hard earned money from me.
Darn them.
Check these babies out:

I have been eying this beautiful cheetah print trapper hat for a good few months, and I finally gave in and made the purchase. Needless to say, I LOVE IT.
Actually I love anything and everything cheetah print.




Holy mama. I guess I'm addicted to faux fur, but did I actually make two purchases of faux fur on the same shipment? I died when I saw this little coat. So lovely, especially for the nice springish days that will hopefully be arriving soon.






Brown Riding Boots. Need I say more?







Bought these little ones in a darker brown. They're a tweedish fabric, so not too combaty for my liking. Still waiting for the a message in my email telling me that I got a package.

currently loving: Mykonos (fleet foxes), boy lilikoi (Jonsi),
Star of Wonder/None Shall Pass ft. Aesop Rock (Tor/Sufjan Stevens)

never say never

That should be me, with Justin caressing my face and singing One Less Lonely Girl to me.


confession:
I HAVE BIEBER FEVER.
YES, I watched the Never Say Never film in 3D.
YES, Justin was basically in the same room as me.
YES, I loved every second of it.
YES, I screamed.
And YES, I may have shed a few tears.
It was more than worth it.

Safe to say that movie changed my life.
currently loving: anything and everything justin bieber
that's all. there's nothing else I love more than bieber today.

the final countdown

7 days until Bobo's 14th birthday.

9 days until daddy dearest comes to Provo.

17 days until mama bear comes to Provo.

21 days until luau.
4 weeks until general conference in Salt Lake City.

7 weeks until I go back to Texas.

2 months until Sister comes back from Brazil!
3 months until I turn 19.

4 months until I go to Hawaii.

So many fun things to look forward to in the next couple of months.

currently loving: blow (ke$ha), here comes the sun (the beatles)

welcome to the den

Hello.
I'm Jennae.

Meet my home away from home family.
I've decided to start blogging.
Bon Appétit!

currently loving: u + me (dan black), forever (walter meego)